Intake
2-17-11
Breakfast: None
Lunch: 2 Apples with spray butter and cinnamon
Snack: Sugar free jelly with lite cool whip (what the fuck?)
Dinner: Spaghetti squash & veggie turkey with spray butter
Snack: Fat free hot coco and handful of grapes
Total in calories: About 600 —Aka too fucking much.
My mom forced me to eat lunch and dinner. I had a cup of laxatives. No exercise yet today. I cut. Again. Whats new? I hate myself. Fatty.
2-18-12
Breakfast: Bowl of fruit (grapes,strawberries,blueberries, and raspberries), 1 large apple, and a fat free hot chocolate
Lunch: Pepsi Max
Dinner: 6 slices veggie turkey and 100 calorie can of vegetable soup
Mom took me to the park and I ran about 5 miles. No laxatives today (mom hid them from me). Haven’t cut yet. Still fat.
2-19-12
I ate like fucking cow. I had a track meet, almost passed out so the coach made me eat a shit ton of pretzels and a pb&j sandwich. I’d guess I had around 1400-1500 calories. I ran 5 miles though, so hopefully I wont get any fatter. Starting fresh tomorrow. Go fatty!
2-20-12
Fucking binged like no other. I will be obese one day. Fattass. I’m giving up food for lent.
2-21-12
Breakfast: 1/3 of a banana
Lunch: Nothing
Snack: Half a fucking sugar cookie. Fatass.
Dinner: Half a cup of strawberries, tiny apple, and tons of spaghetti squash plain
Snack: 5-6 sugar free vitamin C drops and a fat free hot coco with lite cool whip
Exercise: Ran 5 miles and completed a leg/ab workout
I am so fucking fat. Probably had about 500-600 calories but its still way too much. I will never be thin. EVER.
2-22-12 through 2-23-12
I ate about 500-1000 calories with about a total of 9 miles and 2 1/2 hours of volleyball.
2-24-12 through 2-26-12
Total binge mode all fucking weekend. GO FATTY.
2-27-12
Total calories: 600-700
Exercise: 4 and 1/2 mile run.
2-28-12
Total calories: About 700-750
Exercise: 4 1/2 mile run and 35 minutes of Just Dance workout.
2-29-12
Ran 4 miles. Ate about 700-800.
3-1-12
Ran 3 miles, had 21/2 hours of volleyball. Ate way too fucking much. I’d say about 1300-1400. god damn it.
3-2-12
Planned binge day. Had about 2600-3000 calories. Oh well. No exercise. Fuck.
3-3-12
Ate about 700 calories. Ran 3 miles and walked a ton at the mall. I am so fucking fat though. I HATE THIS!!
3-4-12
Ate 850-900 calories. I AM SO FAT. Had 2 hours of volleyball. Parents forced me to eat a bigger dinner though because “I looked pale” —GOOD. Fuck off bitches. I will get thin.
